Question :
One minute i'm happyish. . The next i'm thinking about how everyone would be happier without me here. I think of ways to kill myself. Even ways that would be easier to clean up so my family wouldn't have a mess. . . Whats wrong with me? my life isn't too bad, it could be a lot better but whose couldn't? . . Am i crazy or what. . . I don't like thinking like this. . Advice please? a little bit about me: i'm 18, i may have skin cancer, i just found out i may never have kids, i'm engaged, my fiance did use to cheat on me and now a girl claims to have his kid, i just graduated high school, i'm trying to find my own place, i start college in august, most people say i'm pretty, never really had friends girls just didnt talk to me.. I'm the youngest of 9 kids, i use to have a cutting problem, when my fiance cheated on me, i don't drink or do drugs. . thats enough info i hope. . Just need advice please.
Answers :
1. Your mind is beautiful your not crazy or insane your a perfectly fine soul..and if one day you break the law and end up in jail always stay strong never let nobody tell you nothing because you are your own god and you can never fail cuz in this life the failures are the ones that go to college
2.Sometimes i feel the same way and i would also love an answer i just dont think anyone understands they just keep telling me to get through it but i cant.
